nicebambam

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2009-01-07T18:37:01Z

My baby left me.
I dont know. I'm taking it in a good way. It's encouraging me to
get my act together, to focus on school, and it's pushing me to get me butt out
of stupid Pines.

I'm scared though, I'm scared I'm going to stuck here, more like forgotten really
because no matter what happens I'm getting out of this place.
I have done My research!!!!!
Im taking four classes this semester at BC, and im going to apply for 2 online classes
which will bring me back to right where I should be.
Then I'm going to take summer session II and III that way I take 4 classes each
which should put me in a good place. I'm going to apply to UCF which I just found out the deadline for fall 2009
is July 1st =]
with all my credits I should be able to get in. If not hopefully I have proved
my self to my parents and they will let me go to valencia instead.
I will find a job save my money and help pay for an apartment.
These are my goals for 2009.
ekk I have a lot to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ONE LOVE

never fails

2008-12-17T16:01:03Z

yet again im having difficulty keeping up
with this thing.
UGHH another boring day in Pines.

ONE LOVE

2:59

2008-12-09T08:08:13Z

I cant sleep
My throat hurts
I miss my best friend
The swap shop is scary
I constantly doubt myself
I love you too much

okay yeah that's it.
ONE LOVE

LOST

2008-11-26T19:08:04Z

maybe its all in my head....
I want you to love me like I love you
I want you to want to be with me

Thats not asking much.
ONE LOVE

12:45

2008-11-24T17:52:59Z

3 things:
so I just downloaded David Dans podcast - Mind of A Genius
it is so sick....im in love and its like 6 hours long
=]

i have decided that im going to try
my hardest to write in this thing everyday.

Its hard for me to feel happy when i feel
like im second best to someone else
its probably like 99.9% all in my head but there is that .1% that
makes me feel insignificant.

ONE LOVE

the weekend

2008-11-24T03:11:42Z

WAS AMAZING
Autumn Music Festival was bumpin
12:00 - 10:00, my feet hurt like a bitch but it was insane, and well worth it
then sleepover with my baby
Dolphins lost =[

ONE LOVE

err

2008-11-22T01:24:36Z

Nothing bothers me more then
when people say they are going to do something
and
DONT
im not asking for much...but for people to keep there word

<3 = beyonce
There's something that I feel I need to say
But up 'til now I've always been afraid
That you, would never come around
And still I wanna put this out.
You say you got the most respect for me, but
sometimes I feel your not deserving of me
And still you're in my heart
But you're the only one

And yes there are times when I hate you
But I don't complain
Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away
Oh but now I don't hate you I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna to take breath without you baby
I don't want to play that part.
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinder way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
ONE LOVE

First of many

2008-11-21T15:17:52Z

I had this thing a long time ago
I never used it of course
so i thought it was time to bring it back again
=]
PEACE
ONE LOVE